22 - a song that you listen to when you're sad
23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
22. When I get sad, I play
the Boatman's Call, by Nick Cave. He has it worse than I do. I don't intend any copyright infringement by quoting these lyrics -- I only want to show how awesome they are. Excerpts.
Nick Cave, Into My Arms. This is one of the most beautiful songs that I know. (Sorry Bad Seeds, it's just nick and his piano)
"I don't believe in an interventionist God. But I know darling that you do. But if I did, I would kneel down and ask Him, not to intervene when it came to you -- not to touch a hair on your head, to leave you as you are, and if He felt He had to direct you, then direct you into my arms -- Into My Arms, oh Lord, Into My Arms.
"And I don't believe in the existence of Angels. But looking at you, I wonder if that's true. If I did I would summon them together and ask them to watch over you. And to them burn a candle for you to make bright and clear your path, and to walk like Christ in grace and love and guide you into my arms -- Into My Arms, oh Lord, Into My Arms.
Nick Cave, Are You the One that I've Been Waiting for?
...Out of sorrow entire worlds have been built; out of longing great wonders have been willed.
They're only little tears, darling, let them spill, and lay your head on my shoulder --
outside my window the world has gone to war -- Are you the one that I've been waiting for?
We will know, won't we? The Stars will explode in the sky.
But they don't, do they? Stars have their moment, then they die.
A man who spoke wonders (but I never met him) said
he who seeks, finds, he who knocks, will be let in.
I think of you in motion and just how close you are getting, and how every little thing anticipates you --
all down my veins, my heartstrings call -- Are you the one that I've been waiting for?
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?
That's not to mention Brompton Oratory, Lime-Tree Arbour, and People they just ain't no good.
23.
And this is my beloved, from the musical
Kismet. (set to the music of Borodin) (note on the link -- this is the 1953 original Broadway soundtrack, which is what my aunt gave me on 8 track when I was a little girl -- so I used to dance around the living room singing all the songs from Kismet over and over and over again, because 8 tracks never end. :P So I really loved this song, and this performance by Doretta Morrow is what plays in my head)
Yeah, I was married in 1993 up on top of a mountain, and after we recited the Song of Solomon to each other in a dramatic bounding across the rocks fashion, I sang this unaccompanied:
"Dawn's promising skies -- petals on a lake, drifting -- imagine this in one pair of eyes, and this is my Beloved.
Strange spice from the south -- honey through a comb, sifting -- imagine this on one eager mouth, and this is my Beloved.
And when he speaks, and when he talks with me -- Music! Mystery!
And when he moves, and when he walks with me, Paradise comes suddenly near!
All that is good-- All that is fair-- all that's for the heart's lifting -- imagine this, in one perfect one, And this is my Beloved!
And this is my Beloved!!"
Okay, now I'm bawling my eyes out. yay, 17 years and going strong.
24. in my family,
Living for Jesus is traditional for funerals. I've sung it several times so far. (Yes, I sing at funerals; I'm trained that way.)
I feel like if it's not Living for Jesus, it should be something I compose myself. In terms of estate planning, I should get to work on that. :P